Beauty time

Break down your walls

Set your goals high

For we live in the time of misleading lies

You are in, beautiful time

We couldn’t imagine a world making a turn this rough

But it is

So reverse your thought process

People now can’t imagine a world so good

(5 fwy California March 2019 dry and drought, now green and colorful)

But what we couldn’t or can’t imagine has crosses put path every day

Reality checks, that take our breath away

Therefore a good world is possible

In a movie it was quoted from an actor playing a possessed priest if you believe in demons, why wouldn’t you believe in God

Good is there you just have to put your energy into it

So many problems in the world, that we created, by creating these problems we have access to the blueprints and maps, possible to knock the problems down

Believe in good

Act in good will and intention

Show love

Be responsible for your own actions

When you mess up

Take in your mistake

Make it better by not forgetting, or else nothing was learned

Make it better by not falling in self loathe, or your cycle will be endless, and never changing

Make it better by studying it, be honest with yourself

Look at your bad in the mirror, if you don’t see it, know it, you won’t see the changes you need

It’s your silent screaming teacher

Move forward with your knowledge and be better in your action

Don’t judge others who make the same mistakes

Send them love and share your life lessons to try and help

Be there for one another with healthy boundaries

Sometimes let people go and learn because it’s not time yet or their matching teacher is awaiting them on their journey

Be inspired every day

Don’t give up your inner faith;)



Sleep well…

Sleep well

Dream big

Set goals in your head

Look to the stars

See the endlessness

Vastness in the universe

Be strong

Dig deep

Play hard, see no defeat

Push to be better

Seek to grow

Possibilities are endless

May your heart and mind grow

Be humble

Be kind

Be loving

Be honest

Don’t point the finger and whine

Build yourself

Do not judge

Or fall behind

Set healthy boundaries

Self love as you go

Don’t fall from mistakes

Learn and move forward

Do live in self woe

Admit your mistakes

Break your bad cycles

Look deep in your self

No one else can heal the cycles of your own hell

Dig deep into self

Rebuild, healing will come

May you heart and passion be your cheering drum

Smile at every day

Be humble



Life is full of lessons and rebuilding yourself every day. Dream big, be humble, and be happy. ;)๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’™

Working Towards My Inner Peace๐ŸŒ™๐ŸŒ 

Working towards my inner peace

Late night thinking

The good dreams building

A night of goals and good dreams keeping me awake

Visions of myself growing and expanding my mind

Breaking down those walls that have held me behind

My space feels quiet tonight

The air seems lighter this time

Heavy brain clouds are lighter tonight

Must mean I am getting somewhere right:)

Goodnight Goodnight


Feeling Good Some Friday Motivation๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ

Good morning to all

Blessed to be awake

Got a smile on my face

Had some nightmares but there lies won’t keep me drowning in my bed upstairs

Got socks on my feet

To keep in the heat

My heart is beating

Today is a new day

I will have faith

Today is a new day

I will set more goals

Today is a new day

I will set out and reach those goals

Today is a new day

Life is too short

To stays locked behind inner doors

Fight for yours

Get up and live a new

Be up and alive and do you

Today is a new day

Waking up is a opportunity

A game of chance, a lottery

There may not be a tomorrow

Or another second, minute, hour, or day

Don’t waste precious time away

A beautiful wife a week away

But she is here as a fiance with me today

Her smile lights up my face

It is only a week away

What I learned about tomorrow

Some only make it to yesterday

My family and loved ones you are my world

Blessings out of this world

Your love is strong and builds me up

So I must do my part every day and get up with a smile

Only yesterday is promised there is nothing for sure about tomorrow


Have a good day loves, we got it๐Ÿ’ช

French Toast Wonder

If you love…





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Sweet and Savory- San Dimas, CA)

with the perfect amount of fluffy, delicious whip cream and powdered sugar on top, I have a great recommendation for you. Sweet and Savory is a quiet hidden gem in Downtown San Dimas, CA. I am a frequent customer and have never been disappointed with there food and service. I have also had there breakfast buritto and sandwiches for lunch, all delicious.

Intro to my Dreams and Nightmares

When I was a child and as I got older I have had intense violent dreams. As a kid I can’t explain why I have had them, and no nothing bad happened to me as a child. As a adolescent and young adult my dreams make sense. I got in some bad relationships and situations. Night time is a restless adventure a good chunk of the time.

For anyone struggling with dreams and nightmares, keep fighting through, your not alone๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ.

Last night part of my dream I saw myself running up a muddy hill with my ex. It went from me watching and thinking to being on the hill. As I tried to get up I slipped and struggled up and I believe my back was injured in the dream like it is in reality. I just know I had some sort of injury and struggled pulling myself to the top. My ex made it to the top and was yelling something to me as I tried to pin my arms in a pull up. His and my ex friend were there yelling at me to get up and for him to grab me I think. While I was struggling up I kept thinking I can’t be here anymore. I can’t hangout with him or friend anymore. I have moved on and I can’t hangout after this. I make it to the top and pull myself up in a struggle. My ex knows and he pushes me down the muddy drop off I roll down hard and land by the water below. Our friend asked what are you going to do with her body. I am still alive, but can’t get up or move. My ex grabs me and says I know what to do. I start screaming and crying for him to stop. He starts pulling me in the water deeper and deeper. I start panicking as I get pulled under. He won’t let me go. I just remember getting pulled down in the water and fighting. After that I don’t remember.

Living on Budget With an Injury

I am currently out of work with an injury, on the bright side it could have been worse. As we all know bills do not discriminate. Workers comp is just barely enough to pay bills and rent. Groceries and basic needs for around the house are difficult to budget without sweating in fear when walking up to the cash register. Here are some places that many probably already know and are good on a tight budget.

Trader Joe- great for groceries, cleaning supplies, toilet paper, paper towels, shampoo, conditioner, body wash, lotion, and laundry soap. Amazing and the body washes are great for sensitive skin, everyone is different try what is best for you.

Ross and Marshall’s- for clothes, shoes, dog supplies.

Walmart- Great for a little bit of everything, and dog food/ supplies.

Vons or Albertsons- Just preference for meats and fish, for smaller portions and variety of veggies and fruits.

99 cent or Dollar Tree- Toilet paper, paper towels, Kleenex, some cleaning supplies

I hope this helps as I go I’ll post more. It is stressful but determined to navigate through this new journey. Finances are scary and I am getting the reality checks, but determined to support myself. Please any helpful ideas or tips that have worked for you or anyone you know, please share in the comment box. As John C. Maxwell stated, “teamwork makes the dream work.”Hope everyone is doing well. ๐Ÿ’ชkeep strong loves.